Today I had another presentation. The audience consisted of my programmer communications teacher and my systems analysis teacher. It was horrible. Me and my team did well as far as presenting goes. But then we were destroyed by my systems analysis teacher with her questions. She might as well have stabbed each of us in the stomach with a 8 inch blade and twisted. She did have a point, there were a lot of things we dident think of but should have but she dident have to destroy our feelings in the process. I jokingly referred the situation as 'our simon cowell' to our idols.

I wanted so badly to just go to my room and reassemble what was left of my soul after it had been shattered. But it was lunch time and I only had and hour before my next class so i changed out of my presentaton gear and went to lunch. Storm and them had plans to go to a DDR tournament. I SO WISH I could have gone, but with another final I had no choice but to stay in school.

later on, we ended up taking another final with the teacher who almost killed me (i have her for 2 classes). The course: Mainframe Assembler- possibly the worst programming language I have yet to encounter here at indian hills. The first half was typical test. The second half was hands on.  Me and like 8 other people did not get finished with the hands on portion before the end of the 2hour class. Man that was rough.

Now here I am, broken and wasted of all positive energy. I feel like I could curl into a corner and ... well not that bad but close. The rest of the day is mine, but yet I still have to prepare for 2 finals tomorrow. JOY

From now on, I will try to copy paste my new blog posts from xanga to myspace so you wont miss out on my super interesting life...